Summertime when the livins..

Summer is only fun if you can smoke and fuck all day
some of us dont get a chance to play
Some of us stay at work all day
Fuck you and your ability to still do yay

Its my inner hate of myself and missing
that absent feeling
I lost my childhood at age 9
stopped being and teen at sixteen
and stuck at work, 9-5 till the apoclypse at 18

isnt life just peachy? isnt it just keen?
too bad i have the self control to not lose control
and pretend i dont know
apathy is a more powerfull opiate than you think