Unity kills

All my training is no good for this
Im left sitting here cold and weak again

Watching my mother strom around the house like she did two years ago
I cant feel anything but guilty
I was supposed to be the example
I told him...

No one listens, drugs discredit you, even though they should qualify you

fighting my old battles under the cover of assisting him
but even if that wasn't true id still be at his side

Please god let me still be the black sheep tommorow, i can handle it