And its over

And waking up every day feels exactly the same as it has the past 19 months. I feel almost silly for how ive acted. But its easier now that the pressures off i suppose

I dont know if i should be jumping for joy or what. I still feel like ive been exploited but its really not so bad. I also decided to work on any and all poetic works outside of this site till they are up to par with some of my older work. Its probably for the better because i can communitcate more clearly this way.

Ive gotten attached again. I get attached so easliy, maybe i just meet really spectacular women, who knows