Chem Proc

Everything is black and white and all its shades of grey.I have been both absent and present.And still have no idea what the pathway isPerhaps this is because there are many paths for the many peopleYet why do you some paths seem so wrongI know that one cannot have a angel without a deamonYet that doesnt allow me to sleep any easierIs all this rage natural, the fuel to my survial?We havent evolved at all, just the world we built for ourselves has.Despite meditation and religionwe are all still just animalsAnd what do animals need of chemicalsChemicals are part of the world around us that we built when we said we evolvedThat doesnt stop me from dreaming about themBut there are chemicals all around usOur minds, that which we sought enlightenment through is just a fluxing of chemicals
So which path is mine, and which path is my nemesis
There are many reasons why i might partake in this fightNone of them i would consider worthyYet i have had many more worthless endevors in my life than worthwhile onesI assume most people are the sameIm addictedAddicted to those chemicals in my headits much easier to hide, and much more satisfying
I will fight because i am an animal in a suburban cageAs with all caged animals, we have suppressed eons ofInstintRageLoveRespectonly because we do what we are told so we can eatAnd yet i have very little to eatand very few people choose to eat what is given
When i am unleashed, you will see what happens when i am truly human.