Apology for Prejudice

This is an apology to myself and no one else, for deluding myself into thinking that this isnt me.

Too long have i not felt the embrace and i dont care to ever leave it again.
I know what brought it out in me and it makes me feel good
Warm all fucking over

But this is something that took along time to admit to myself though ive admitted it to others all along.

The tough guy visade turned spree killer