Ignorance

Ignorance implies that there is a lack of desire to learn about the subject at hand
Not knowning does not have this detail

This is the difference between two very similar ideas

and yet it is the difference between bliss and pain

Its really rough when you cant make up your mind because your not sure if your even of the proper mental quality to make such decision.

Still miss her, but im pretty sure its all in my head so hopefully that will quiet down soon
Might get locked up , server my time, get some prison ink, make a day of it

pretend i came out alot tougher than when i came in on both counts