Skull and Cross-Swords

sometimes, when i look down at that tattoo, i think, what a lie. What a lie its is i tell myself that there are certain sins i have committed for which i will never be forgiven for.

Oh how easy it is to believe in a god that can take all those sins away
Of course that helps very little in the mortal realm

But today, these past few days when i look down i only see what it is, the friends ive lost, the love i will lose and the people who will never forgive me for the sins i have done

It is unfair to ask it of them, and i know that wishing such will only lead to more suffering

Still i want to pack up and just drive away