Lack of recent posts leaves me with a false sense of security

I hate that I'm still dealing with the same bullshit i had to do deal with when i left her. The calls, at least this time it was in the day, making some outrageous unsubstantiated claim. You think, subtlety would be a good tactic, try and dig information out of me so that i dig my own grave. No, its just raw emotion, raw stupidity, because every time before it has been wrong. And that is why she never reveals the source

now thats not really all that important, Meagan being emotional and irrational

why does it still bother me so much. usually i can shrug off her immature bullshit with a laugh and a coy glance at a cute girl but this time its stuck with me.