Friday, July 29, 2005


Confusion plus anger equal my destruction
my anger plus your attitude equal our destruction
my destruction divided by a smile is only equal to a tear

im sick of this
sick of these games we play
sick of these things we say
sick of these lonley nights when your only inches away

id rather be done with you
but im not sure that i am

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Summertime when the livins..

Summer is only fun if you can smoke and fuck all day
some of us dont get a chance to play
Some of us stay at work all day
Fuck you and your ability to still do yay

Its my inner hate of myself and missing
that absent feeling
I lost my childhood at age 9
stopped being and teen at sixteen
and stuck at work, 9-5 till the apoclypse at 18

isnt life just peachy? isnt it just keen?
too bad i have the self control to not lose control
and pretend i dont know
apathy is a more powerfull opiate than you think

Sunday, July 03, 2005

lack of sleep = revalation

I figured it out, i finally figured out what bothers me so much about "scene" kids

its their self obsession, Myspace, Livejournal, its all pictures of themself that the like, i guess.

its whoring out yourself for the approval of others, which isnt really anything new, but it really bothers me for some reason. I like people who are who they are, and i base my close friends accordingly, this concrete playground we call a planet is fake enough as it is, we dont need another generation of bored suburban kids creating something else just to make more people, and themselves unhappy.

Do you post all these pictures because they make you look good? or do you just want to show off how scene you are

(to those that know me personally this doesnt and never will apply to erica, because her pictures are all of her smiling and showing the course of her day and general awesomeness)

and she never covers her face, with hair or hand, or angle, and neither should you

hiding your face is just hiding you identiy

but were not the first generation where a majority did that

we are all corporate whores
get over it