Sunday, October 23, 2005


I just feel like im going nowhere
Im giving up, moving on going out

Monday, October 17, 2005

A list of truths

These just kinda came out randomly and are in no particular order

-Dreams are pointless
-Boredem is my greatest enemy
-I wish i had a better memory
-respect is what i desire most
-I am frugal yet completely irresponsible with money at the same time
-i have a drug problem
-It's just not a very big problem
-I do not like our over-abundence of laws
-I do not respect authority, but I feign it in my best intrests
-I live for the afterglow
-I am a liar
-I am two-faced
-I am a whore, yet fear sex at the same time
-I have always admired strength
-I am sucker for tales of endurance
-I wish i was stronger of conviction
-I have an irrational fear of being stabbed in my sleep
-I have an irrational fear of police
-I am a hypocrite
-I dislike others being ostentatios but love being the center of attention myself
-I love the night air
-Lucy Mer is my favorite person on this planet
-I am overly self concious, but pretend not to care
-Arrogance is feigned
-The greatest high is never achived through chemicals

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Fucking braindead

Old school seratonin influx

Monday, October 10, 2005


Early Morning monday wake up call
This is your old life, get up

We know you want to give in
and begin
with all the sin
even though you know how it ends

This is your old life, we have you back

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Generic Love Song

I imagine how it will out soon
Like the sun and the moon
Ill reflect your brilliant light
just let me behold the magnifigant sight
and we can play puppet shadows on the earth all night

I am carcinogenic but you love me still
Like the fire burning between your lips now
Breathe out the toxins so they may mix with the air
to make a more beautiful sunset here

Forgive my insecurities, for i know you have yours
a forbidden love, seperated by caste
though the greatest love stories of our past
came from those that broke out of their caste

Low Pressure Front

Combines the deep fryed oil and tabacco smells
Combines with a cold wind
and I have felt renewed

The new cold enthralls my primal senses
Tells me its time to start the hunt
Reminds me of how my last falls were spent

And I watch teh girls with their winter hoodies
Oh how they warm me
Again, i fall into love at first sight


Tuesday, October 04, 2005


How can you live in the land of the free?
Your so insecure, relying on unity
now im not one to diss the community
But if your are dependednt on security
then how can you say that you are free?

you lock your doors at night
hoping for someone else to turn off the light
laying there shivering, a pathetic sight
wake up to a noise with a fright
your in a gated community, what a plight

whatever happened to taking a chance
asking that pretty girl to dance
striking out a new romance
but no, youll stay in a drugged up trance
too afraid to make that first advance

so go ahead, and pretend to be smug
pretend that your all safe and snug
pretend your all down with the drug
and that people dont fuck with a thug
then cry cause your daddy didnt give you a hug

its a sad sad world we live in
so full of insecurites
just another fucking fairy tale
of suburban impurities